Petal
Written by Sophia Magliocca
for Prof. Andrea Strudensky
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
this game of chance most lovers play
it was much pressure
to sublime a single petal
and much persistence
to uphold such a pitied wish
and yet he didn’t ponder, not a single second
for what passionate soul
had enough love left in their pocket
to pretend to even care
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
I remained passenger on this doomed ship
mother made us pretty
and brought us profound gifts
of pitiful rays
and peaking bright light
but “people” she said,
“know nothing more than to persist”
she was a powerful woman,
a plum in a field of apple trees
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
there is no poverty quite like ignorance
don’t forget that we were pretty
but being so lovely sure came with a price
to keep us all perfect each day and every night
we are penetrated with impurities
and pierced by this stinging mist
even the bumbles and the butterflies pushed themselves away
we reeked and smelled of poison gas
in this pot we can’t be free
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
plastic caps trap our feet
as we remain choking on polluted air
pretty we can be, but not as slaves to human beings
pull us out and you will see
pretentious you may be
prove you love me
and please leave me be
we wither in your flower pots
we’re much more pleasant by this tree
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
what other purpose can I be
than this painful game you have for me
these people go about
destroying the soul plot
our polished youth provides
and had they known the poison
that thickened with each pulse
they’d pour petals in their veins
but polluted as we are, our gift was not enough
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
if we switched in dominance, no pity you would see
we’d pull each strand of hair you had
until we finished our petty game
place your head out for display
in purple pots ’til you wither away
then at night we’d creep at your pride
and pour acidic pesticides all over your eyes
perhaps revenge will strike one day
where nature prevails over the human race
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
stop your whining and your plead
you won’t protect so I won’t perform
I’ll strike you with a pointy thorn
to prove my passion to survive
but the walls I built are no protection
they pierce and tear
but you prove your strength
when you pull at our roots
and steal us from our peaceful home
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
plucked and worn is a fate for me
was this the price to pay
for being pretty in some way
if you pinch and pull at me
a phoenix could come out of me,
projected right in front of thee,
do you need powers to see me bleed?
pasted on my forehead reads
please will you protect me, but blind you cannot see
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
there they pranced
breathing in but their pride
hard work from my brothers long presumed
rested sure overlooked, no longer pure
next came the trees, printed bright on that paper
I beg to differ how I prefer the latter
all a bunch of psychics
not a clue for today, or preview for tomorrow
with a profound desire to watch me suffer
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
pretentious people your head always perched
and you pretend I’m not here
pacing over my shoulders
a pair of burning eyes
pushing hard on my spine
and pulling from my sister
every little petal she had
in your peak of angered rage
“Does she love me,
does she love me not
please let me know” he said
with him sat a lovely puppet
pure beauty and singled grace
poor thing was in deep
and light crystals poured
from her purple-black eyes
along came a palm
who pulled at my spine
and brushed my white petals
over her piano key eyes
“Do you love me,
do you love me not
please let me know” he said
Pitted and profound the creatures went about
popping like peppercorns and
as poised as royalty overcome with diversion
for I was now a petal-less peasant
losing my privileges to grow big and high
to propose a single change
to prompt back to life
our planet watched and died
and your relationship sprung to life
I, a loyal present in her eyes
my beauty was her prize
“I love you” she said
from her perfect porcelain skin
I plummeted down,
to the beaten pavement poured over the ground
with passion she reached for sweet embrace
playing and dancing they wondered about
my perfume forever lost
in this pond of ruthless mercy, and by my side
a puff of sweet distaste
the profound bud of a cigarette
burnt a hole in my pith
with my ended prime, I lay and die
You love me not.
About the Author:
My name is Sophia Magliocca and I am a first year Literature student. My favourite things in life are writing, coffee and travelling – in that order. Born and raised in a humble home, I have big dreams of earning a PhD in literature to further pursue my passion for literature on a professional level. I hope that one day my dedication for written work will be the key I need to unlock the doors to an entire world of opportunity.